We went away a couple of years ago for a fortnight. This was before I knew that I was a submissive partner and before I had declared or even acknowledged my desire to serve my Princess, but looking back, my behaviour was so totally submissive and servile that it's obvious now that I am very well suited to this lifestyle. If I was behaving like this without any conscious effort then I am obviously destined to be led by my beautiful Princess forever.
There are a few things that stand out in my memory. One of them is kneeling next to her sun-lounger beside the pool and repeatedly applying sun cream all over her body. I noticed a few people watching quizzically from the nearby seating area as I dutifully rubbed the lotion all over her, not just on the usual hard to reach areas like her back, but literally everywhere, even the places that most people simply do themselves. I adoringly stroked in the cream; her stomach, arms, chest, shoulders, neck, legs, feet, every part of her received a thorough coating as Emma lay there, regally leafing through her magazine. I had noticed other men begrudgingly slapping a cursory squirt of cream into the backs of their partners before rolling over and snoozing, but my Princess received far more respect and attention. It probably took a good five minutes to make sure her perfect skin was fully protected from the sun. I particularly enjoyed slowly caressing her legs until the lotion had soaked in just the right amount to give her smooth tanned skin a perfect satin sheen. After I had finished her feet, I applied some more cream and massaged them for a while, and kissed them lightly. It would have been clear to anyone watching that I totally worshipped this woman. I repeated this around once an hour, and regularly fetched her drinks from the bar. Even when not caring for her in this way I would generally be softly stroking her hair or back. At one point she dozed off so I used this opportunity to nip off and clean the apartment.
Despite my best efforts, somehow, Emma's toes became slightly irritated by the heat and sun during a walk around the town. In an effort to ameliorate this, I would periodically get down on my knees and rub cooling sun cream into her feet whilst Emma sat on a low wall or bench. On one occasion I think some passers-by thought I was actually proposing to her. Several times when Emma's feet were causing her discomfort, there was nowhere for her to sit, so I knelt before her and rubbed cream into her feet whilst she stood in the street. There were a few tourists passing who presumably noticed how submissive or "under the thumb" I looked. Obviously nowadays I would enjoy being seen performing such an act, but back then I did experience a little self-consciousness and slight embarrassment which I had to ignore in order to serve Emma properly.
It was during this walk that Emma got into the habit of walking ahead of me. I hung back initially to see if she would notice how far ahead she had got, and wait for me, but she did not. She carried on walking, around ten yards ahead. At this point I was carrying her bag; not exactly a girly handbag, but a large and very unmasculine brightly coloured shoulder bag nonetheless. So I found myself carrying my Princess' bag around the town, following obediently behind her as she took in the sights of the old town, occasionally stopping to drop to my knees and anoint her lovely feet. We went on like this for a few hours, with breaks for food and drinks. It was a surprisingly erotic experience, and a definite catalyst for what has happened since. Being made to tail her around like a faithful puppy, whilst admiring the backs of her tanned legs in a short skirt, it actually felt like an honour to be able to rub cream into her feet when she demanded it.
It was after one of these walks that we had our first one-sided sexual experience. We were back at the apartment and Emma was laying on her back reading on the bed. I was laying next to her and I asked if I could give her an orgasm. "It needn't interrupt your reading" I said, half-jokingly. She didn't actually reply, but she did part her legs slightly which I took as permission. I went down on her whilst she continued to read. She gave no indication of whether she was enjoying it at all, for at least ten minutes. Eventually she started to breathe heavily and moan. She put the magazine down and had an orgasm, before rolling away and dozing off. I spent most of the night hugging her hips and kissing her back.
The very next morning Emma allowed me to kneel before her in the shower and shave her legs. I took great care and did such a good job that she let me go down on her again, still in the shower. I recommend this to any sub men who haven't tried it. The act of kneeling before my Princess and pleasuring her whilst water trickled down her beautiful body and into my mouth was incredible. Once she was satisfied we got out of the shower and I fetched her a towel. I then moisturised her legs and tidied away all her dirty clothes before another day's poolside pampering. I was hooked!
There are a few things that stand out in my memory. One of them is kneeling next to her sun-lounger beside the pool and repeatedly applying sun cream all over her body. I noticed a few people watching quizzically from the nearby seating area as I dutifully rubbed the lotion all over her, not just on the usual hard to reach areas like her back, but literally everywhere, even the places that most people simply do themselves. I adoringly stroked in the cream; her stomach, arms, chest, shoulders, neck, legs, feet, every part of her received a thorough coating as Emma lay there, regally leafing through her magazine. I had noticed other men begrudgingly slapping a cursory squirt of cream into the backs of their partners before rolling over and snoozing, but my Princess received far more respect and attention. It probably took a good five minutes to make sure her perfect skin was fully protected from the sun. I particularly enjoyed slowly caressing her legs until the lotion had soaked in just the right amount to give her smooth tanned skin a perfect satin sheen. After I had finished her feet, I applied some more cream and massaged them for a while, and kissed them lightly. It would have been clear to anyone watching that I totally worshipped this woman. I repeated this around once an hour, and regularly fetched her drinks from the bar. Even when not caring for her in this way I would generally be softly stroking her hair or back. At one point she dozed off so I used this opportunity to nip off and clean the apartment.
Not actually me, but not far off!
It was during this walk that Emma got into the habit of walking ahead of me. I hung back initially to see if she would notice how far ahead she had got, and wait for me, but she did not. She carried on walking, around ten yards ahead. At this point I was carrying her bag; not exactly a girly handbag, but a large and very unmasculine brightly coloured shoulder bag nonetheless. So I found myself carrying my Princess' bag around the town, following obediently behind her as she took in the sights of the old town, occasionally stopping to drop to my knees and anoint her lovely feet. We went on like this for a few hours, with breaks for food and drinks. It was a surprisingly erotic experience, and a definite catalyst for what has happened since. Being made to tail her around like a faithful puppy, whilst admiring the backs of her tanned legs in a short skirt, it actually felt like an honour to be able to rub cream into her feet when she demanded it.
It was after one of these walks that we had our first one-sided sexual experience. We were back at the apartment and Emma was laying on her back reading on the bed. I was laying next to her and I asked if I could give her an orgasm. "It needn't interrupt your reading" I said, half-jokingly. She didn't actually reply, but she did part her legs slightly which I took as permission. I went down on her whilst she continued to read. She gave no indication of whether she was enjoying it at all, for at least ten minutes. Eventually she started to breathe heavily and moan. She put the magazine down and had an orgasm, before rolling away and dozing off. I spent most of the night hugging her hips and kissing her back.
The very next morning Emma allowed me to kneel before her in the shower and shave her legs. I took great care and did such a good job that she let me go down on her again, still in the shower. I recommend this to any sub men who haven't tried it. The act of kneeling before my Princess and pleasuring her whilst water trickled down her beautiful body and into my mouth was incredible. Once she was satisfied we got out of the shower and I fetched her a towel. I then moisturised her legs and tidied away all her dirty clothes before another day's poolside pampering. I was hooked!
Holy cow! You, my friend, have lived.
ReplyDeleteOne day, as you lay dying, you will look back on what I hope will have been a long, happy, productive life. I predict these memories will bring you happiness then.
You are envied.
Glad you liked it Anon. These memories bring me happiness already!
ReplyDeleteLuckily you didn't have to wait until you were "dying" before you recounted this tale. Thanks for sharing. It sounded as though your Princess was already taking advantage of your submissive nature back then, before you knew it yourself.
ReplyDeleteDo you think that your Princess drew out your submissive nature? Or do you think that your actions drew out her dominant side?
I think it was a combination of the two. She is a very controlling person who likes to micro-manage all aspects of our relationship. She also grew up thinking that she deserved to be treated like a princess. Rather than oppose these factors, I discovered quite early on in the relationship that we would fit together far better if I changed in such a way as to compliment these personality traits of hers.
DeleteIn doing so, I think I have encouraged her to become more dominant and demanding. By pandering to her every need and fawning over her, I have encouraged her to expect more and more attention and adoration.
Thank you for sharing...
ReplyDeleteThank you for reading!
DeleteGreat post. I loved the detailed description of "the walk" and all that entailed. :)
ReplyDeleteGlad you enjoyed it. It's funny how something as banal as a walk can become erotic when treated with the right amount of analysis and seen through submissive eyes.
DeleteWow, reminds me of me and my friend who I spoiled and pampered for over 16 years, and it makes me miss those days. Great post and I hope you will keep this blog up to date, This is the way to treat a woman you adore.
ReplyDeleteThanks Anon. I fully intend to keep this blog updated. And I agree - there is no other way to treat your goddess than to worship her!
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