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It's now been about 2 months since I had a full orgasm. I have been allowed only one ruined orgasm during that time. The urge to masturbate is intense, especially after this morning, when my Princess lay on the bed and let me kiss her naked body whilst I made her come. I have had a permanent erection all day and my balls are aching like mad. Of course I will not masturbate as Emma has forbidden it completely.
If and when I am ever allowed to have sex with Princess Emma again, I will have to wear a condom. I don't think I have mentioned this before but it is probably worth touching on, as it is another sign of how I do my utmost to consider Emma's needs and feelings before my own.
We have been together for several years, and Emma was on the pill when we met. It caused a certain degree of moodiness though; probably a side-effect of the hormones. As soon as we realised that it was the pill which was causing her moods, then I immediately offered to use condoms so that she could stop taking the pill.
That was three or four years ago, and we have not had unprotected sex since. Even when Emma was on the pill, I was not allowed to ejaculate inside her as she was very worried about getting pregnant. I obeyed this rule right from the outset, and that was years before I even considered any submissive stuff. Maybe she has been conditioning me from the beginning!
Anyway, I love the fact that I have only ever come inside her a handful of times over the years. It's a real sign of her power over me.
If and when I am ever allowed to have sex with Princess Emma again, I will have to wear a condom. I don't think I have mentioned this before but it is probably worth touching on, as it is another sign of how I do my utmost to consider Emma's needs and feelings before my own.
We have been together for several years, and Emma was on the pill when we met. It caused a certain degree of moodiness though; probably a side-effect of the hormones. As soon as we realised that it was the pill which was causing her moods, then I immediately offered to use condoms so that she could stop taking the pill.
That was three or four years ago, and we have not had unprotected sex since. Even when Emma was on the pill, I was not allowed to ejaculate inside her as she was very worried about getting pregnant. I obeyed this rule right from the outset, and that was years before I even considered any submissive stuff. Maybe she has been conditioning me from the beginning!
Anyway, I love the fact that I have only ever come inside her a handful of times over the years. It's a real sign of her power over me.
Your comments made me think about the fact that I never realized that I was submissive until I was already married, but the last girlfriend that I had (before my wife) never allowed to come inside her.
ReplyDeleteI wonder now if that did something to stimulate my submissiveness later.
You're probably onto something there vs-boy. Past relationships have always had a bearing on my current ones. It's like there's always a 'lag'.
ReplyDeleteNot being allowed to come inside your partner is a real sign of who's boss isn't it?
I think my wife had better mood control when she was on the pill. In fact, I have tried to get her back on it, as she sometimes goes ape shit, and I don't think she realizes it. For us, intercourse is less frequent and it seems like most of the orgasm that occur are one-at-a-time (obviously, she is getting the lion's share of the climaxes). We did have limited sex before marriage, but she saved bareback for our wedding night. I am glad she did. Evolution has created the most hospital environment possible for the male penis. Her warmth and wetness is awesome. I much prefer bareback to condoms.
ReplyDeleteHaving said that, in femdom play, I think that condoms add a kinky element. Since I am snipped and we are monogomous, it is not a birth control think, but I control thing. The fact that she would force me to wear them to reduce my pleasure and to avoid a mess is erotic to me. Plus, I last significantly longer when wearing a raincoat. I would very much like to try the desensitizing condoms but alas, condom play is not something we do yet. Really, then only time I wear rubbers is when we are on vacation and she is nervous about a wet spot.
Cheers.
Interesting how the pill affects women in different ways. Emma is much more emotionally stable and rational without it.
DeleteI have become so used to the lack of sensitivity that accompanies condom use that, just as you describe, the feeling of having sex without one is unbelievably stimulating. I had that pleasure for a short time the other night as mentioned in one of my other posts. It's amazing how she uses condoms as a means of exerting control over me, and now she can also use the absence of condoms as a control tool too. Very clever, these women!
This is the post I'm talking about:
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She knew the pleasure would be too intense for me and told me to let her know when I was about to come so she could get off me and make me finish her off in another way. Lovely!