Wednesday, 11 July 2012

Freedom from the Yoke of Habitual Masturbation

One unexpected benefit of this constant devotion to my Princess is that I have developed sufficient willpower to completely stop myself from masturbating.  Despite the fact that I repeatedly find myself in arousing situations, and am almost constantly thinking about sex and my Princess' beautiful body, I am now seemingly able to restrain myself from even touching myself.

Previously I found it impossible to go for even a couple of days without wanking and often did it a few times a day.  Now though, as a mark of respect for Princess Emma's feelings on the matter, I never, ever do it.  My Princess hates it, so I will not do it, ever.

I went for a few months without playing with myself but then I had a lapse, but now I know I have stopped for good.  It is possible for me to remain "fully charged" with sexual tension for much longer without the release mechanism of self-abuse.

Tonight I am pampering my Princess with a bath and massage, and will have a raging erection throughout, and aching balls.  If she decides she wants me to come, then that is her perogative.  She may decide to just give me a ruined orgasm.  The most likely outcome is that she won't give my cock a second thought and will simply doze off after her massage.  It is entirely up to her, and my cock and balls are completely under her control.  It seems to work better this way.

11 comments:

  1. Yes OB it does work better that is why my Wife Mistress insists that I wear my CB 6000 all the time especially when she is with Master Craig. She loves the fact that she and Master Craig cum as much as they want and I am only allowed release once ever 40-60 days. Master Craig suggested to my Mistress that I go a whole 365 days with no orgasm. What Mistress says goes. All I get are smelly feet

    Servant hubby

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    1. It's cool that Master Craig is on board with the whole cuckold thing and not freaked out at all. Do you ever worry that your Wife Mistress may leave you for him or have you reached such a level of stability that your relationship can sustain this kind of thing?

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  2. No she will no leave me. He is very happily married and has three kids and my Wife loves me a lot. So I have a perfect scenario of Mistress and Master and I know my place

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  3. That really is perfect, and potentially permanent. What a brilliant arrangement!

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  4. Hi oB. Could I trouble unto check out my blog. I need more traffic. Thank you

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    1. Hey Servant Hubby - I often check out your blog. I love it! I've left a couple of comments now too. Keep it up ;)

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  5. you are just what I am looking for - lucky Princess!

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    1. No, I am the lucky one, being permitted such close contact with such a lovely woman. It is a massive honour for me to be allowed to speak to, let alone touch one so gorgeous. I have begun to thank her daily for being with me, just to remind her that I am grateful that she has allowed it.

      Nice blog by the way, MKH ;)

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  6. I have also found that I have less desire for masturbation, which used to be a vice of mine. My thought is that if I have come to enjoy the heightened state of arousal that comes from denial, why would I ruin it by "unarousing" myself?

    I still edge myself, though, and quite frequently.

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    1. Exactly. I get a constant thrill from being wound-up whereas I get a short, intense thrill from masturbating followed by days of lethargy. It's a no-brainer!

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