The Most One-Sided Sex Ever.

Last night I made my Princess horny by kissing and stroking her for a very long time whilst she lay in bed relaxing.  After giving her an orgasm with my mouth I could tell that she craved the feeling of penetration.

Luckily I have already bought her a replacement for my cock so she was able to have the feeling of being stretched and filled.  I worked hard at it for about an hour, carefully stimulating her g-spot and fingering her gorgeous ass whilst she fingered her clit.  She had one of the biggest orgasms I have ever seen with prolonged, shuddering convulsions, her back arching in ecstasy.  After the orgasm I left the dildo inside her and kissed her thighs and stomach.  I then started again, repeating the process.  Her second orgasm seemed even more amazing that the first and her gasps and yelps told me that this was probably the best orgasm of her life.  It was an almost indescribably arousing experience, being so intimate with someone so achingly beautiful during such intense moments, and I nearly came several times myself.

When I was sure her arousal had diminished, I carefully withdrew the dildo, sucked it and my fingers clean and then washed it and my hands in the bathroom.  Back in bed, I spooned her, telling her, as usual, how beautiful she is and how much I love her.  I kissed her neck and shoulders until she dozed off and then slid down the bed to hug her hips, kissing the small of her back until I fell asleep too.

At no point did my cock receive the slightest attention or consideration.  She is amazing.

I am thinking of buying a hollow penis extender so that, for my Princess, it feels like normal sex, but it is very unlikely that I will achieve orgasm...

Freedom from the Yoke of Habitual Masturbation

One unexpected benefit of this constant devotion to my Princess is that I have developed sufficient willpower to completely stop myself from masturbating.  Despite the fact that I repeatedly find myself in arousing situations, and am almost constantly thinking about sex and my Princess' beautiful body, I am now seemingly able to restrain myself from even touching myself.

Previously I found it impossible to go for even a couple of days without wanking and often did it a few times a day.  Now though, as a mark of respect for Princess Emma's feelings on the matter, I never, ever do it.  My Princess hates it, so I will not do it, ever.

I went for a few months without playing with myself but then I had a lapse, but now I know I have stopped for good.  It is possible for me to remain "fully charged" with sexual tension for much longer without the release mechanism of self-abuse.

Tonight I am pampering my Princess with a bath and massage, and will have a raging erection throughout, and aching balls.  If she decides she wants me to come, then that is her perogative.  She may decide to just give me a ruined orgasm.  The most likely outcome is that she won't give my cock a second thought and will simply doze off after her massage.  It is entirely up to her, and my cock and balls are completely under her control.  It seems to work better this way.

Sub Morning

It looks like another wet and dreary day today and my Princess has to go to work while I have a day off.  I decided to get up extra-early and start serving her before she awoke.  I set my alarm for quarter of an hour before hers and made her a cup of tea to drink in bed.  I placed it silently on her bedside table and sneaked back into bed.  She looked so beautiful, curled up and small under the duvet, and I couldn't resist gently kissing her smooth, brown back until she eventually awoke.

I asked if I could give her an orgasm.

" I haven't really got time.  It's either that or breakfast." she replied, somewhat impatiently.

"I can make you breakfast whilst you have a shower" I helpfully, hopefully suggested.

"Go on then, but it will have to be quick" she agreed, rolling onto her back and parting her legs slightly.

I spent the next ten minutes with eyes closed, concentrating hard on doing a good job and giving her a satisfactory orgasm in the small time allotted, kissing her adoringly throughout and trying to stop my raging hard-on from causing any annoyance by poking her in the hip.

Once she came I told her how much I love her and left her to get ready for work.  I came downstairs and prepared a fruit salad for her to take with her.

By the time she left for work I was already in my overalls, paint can in hand, about to start painting the spare room.  I offered to give her a night of pampering tonight and she will see how she feels later.  Fingers crossed.

"If we can carry on like this it might just work" she said, before leaving.