A Replacement for my Cock

My Princess has told me that I will only be permitted 1 orgasm for every 10 of hers.

She loves the satisfying feeling of being penetrated by a hard cock, though, so she has told me to get her a good vibrator.  I will be allowed to use it on her after giving her orgasms orally, if she so wishes.

Now, I have (unfortunately for a submissive) got a fairly large penis, and I wanted to get her something that would out-do me, and satisfy her even more that I can.

So I have just purchased this bad boy. 

• Length: 9 inches
• Insertable: 8 inches
• Circumference: 6.25 inches
• Diameter: 2.0 inches

I can't wait for it to arrive!

Abandonment and Renewal

We've been away for a few weeks, during which time my Princess said she had decided that she wanted us to resume "vanilla" sexual relations, with me having as many orgasms as I like and with a more equitable balance of power.  I was quite disappointed, but agreed.

After a week of normal sex, with me orgasming, I quickly got used to "normal" life.  I became more interested in my own well being and less attentive.  Subsequently, she soon realised that she actually preferred being worshipped.  I came home from work one day and she told me that she wanted a new dildo, bigger than my dick.  It was to be used when she needed to be "filled"after I have given her oral sex.  She said she thought I would be better behaved if we used this system rather than letting me come inside her.

Naturally I agreed and I am now browsing the net for a suitable item.

We have now agreed that I will be allowed one orgasm for every ten that she has.

This feels pretty good - an open acknowledgement that we both prefer it this way, even though it's not the societal norm.

It feels like I've moved out of the "stealth" phase into something a lot more permanent and sustainable.

Spare Prick

My Princess has definitely taken on the dominant role in the bedroom now, as evidenced by last night's encounter where I was used as a means of enhancing her pleasure, and then simply discarded.

We were "spooning" in bed and I was virtually asleep when she told me she wanted an orgasm.  I immediately shook myself awake and began to pleasure her with my fingers.  Well that lasted for a whole thirty seconds before she got on top, grabbed my cock and forced it inside her.

Emma is not on the pill and she didn't give me any chance to get a condom on, so we were having unprotected sex - something totally unheard of in our relationship.  So she said:

"Let me know when you get too excited."

As you can imagine, having not had an orgasm for nearly three months, I was too excited in a very short time.  Seeing her impaling herself on me, her gorgeous hips rocking back and forth as I stroked her breasts; it was too much to bear and I was on the brink of orgasm very quickly.  I told her so, and she immediately stopped moving and began to pleasure herself with me still inside her.

She made herself come, dismounted, rolled over away from me and went to sleep with me hugging her hips and kissing the small of her back.

I was too aroused to sleep for quite a while and couldn't believe what a beautiful experience I had just had.  She had used the fact that we had no contraception to her advantage perfectly, as a means of locking me into orgasm-less sex.  Had we used a condom I may not have had the willpower to be able to stop myself but this way she was in no doubt that I would be left unsatisfied.  I had been treated like a dildo, just a tool for satisfying my beautiful Princess - it never seemed to cross her mind that I may have needs of my own.

Beautiful!